I am not sure, dear reader, if you have ascertained this yet, but allow me to confirm, I am an idiot.
need to sort life out.
I don’t think I was in love with him.
I think I was in love with the idea or maybe the potential that I wouldn’t be alone.
So my heart’s not broken for him. My heart is broken for me.
Notes taken from my 1st Tutorial with Jonathan
In conversation w/ Alex + Dad
I know what I know, but I really don’t know anything about anything else.
Every conversation I have is tinged with regret, and after, a lengthy personal critique on what I just said – why did I say that? Man just keep your mouth shut.
You heard my words, where are you now?