need to sort life out.
So.. I start uploading my video with 20 minutes to deadline (I live on the edge) and the internet goes down.
Irony? Hilarious, Universe.
It will be here soon…
UPDATE : IT’S HERE >>>>
This just entered my mind brain. Not sure what it means. I think it means that ALAN isn’t an alter – ego. It means I have been eclipsed? Maybe? I don’t know.
Wrote a little something. but it’s nothing. I can’t play guitar, can ALAN?
I can’t even begin to tell you how freaking difficult it is to post something so raw online. It actually physically hurts my heart to know it’s out there, out into the wild. I hate everything about myself. ALAN made me do it though.