The story has changed
Because my life has changed.
When I started this proposal i was in the end stages of a long depression – but I thought it would last forever, and I wanted to do this course, and create ALAN as a way of therapy to get me through it.
However, in the shortest of times , something happened to me – and now I feel at peace. Somehow everything that I thought I was going to work out and get through with ALAN has already passed away, by prayer and dedication to my faith (I am a Christian), and with hope and love.
I don’t want to go back to where I was before. ALAN has to tell a new story.
What oh what could it be?!
I’m not used to this.
I’m not used to feeling free.
Could.. Could I.. .. be experiencing what it is like to be ‘happy’?